Movin On??

so i was on Natalies facebook and i came across a quote that got me thinkin:

"Some say Holding on is what makes you STRONG. But sometimes it takes much more strength to just LET GO and MOVE ON."

yea...so ive been continuing to hold on to a love that i dont even kno is there anymore. its confusin cuz one day we seem really good, like were on the tracks of gettin back 2gthr, but other times it seems all like a waste of time. he broke my heart yet im still tryna give my all. he can be my worse enemy and my best friend. he can make me cry and make me smile. he continously still tells me he loves me and some days he really shows it...others idk what to think. hes been my everything for 3 years...and im tired of it, i feel like i forgot about myself in the process. i forgot bout my happiness cuz im so wrapped up in his. they say "u should never give ur all, becuz sometimes there's nothing left but bitterness and regret, and it just ain't worth it." my friends tell me that i need to move and and please believe me if it was that easy i would of. i mean i understand where hes coming from but i wish he could really understand where im comin from. i guess it will be easier to move on this summer when im at home surrounded by my friends. sometimes i wish i could see the future to see if we will ever be together again and if not then i kno all my tryin isnt worth it. i really do and want to move on and if i could i would. seems like he doesnt care at all, sometimes, about how he makes me feel. like i said he broke my heart into a million lil pieces, it would take a lifetime to try and find them all. maybe im just so caught up in the idea of bein in love, i need to take sometime out for myself, to prove to myself that i can stand on my own two feet. i need a day or a weekend or a month to just get away and have fun with just my friends. escape the pressures of this world, the disappointments in my day and the reality of my life. i sleep sometimes just to escape reality, in all honesty. i think im done holdin on, whats the point. its time to let love find me and its time to let God take control. its all in his master plan anyways. ima just sit back and let my life unfold how its suppose to :/

With God's Love, I Will Survivie
With God's Love, I Will Win Any Situation I'm In
With God, All Things Are Possible.

With Love,
Kamile <3